Staring To Lose Patience

Help. Me. So. Tired. What you mean i can't just complain about my life and school right now and if i do i will get my overall grade reduced by 79%? alright then. 3D Modeling. Where are we at? Nowhere. I hate to admit it but i'm learning less and less out of 3D modeling. I hate to sound ungrateful but i wish i had another computer right now. Its out of storage so i can't even upload photos an-DANG IT NO COMPLAINING. Anyway, recently i saw that we were getting into shading and animation. Considering how i am on Clara.io and cannot do 930918709123701% of the stuff that is required to be in this class, I am well-uh you've read the title i assume. Though I would like to believe that i am pushing through correctly. In replacement for creating robots flying around and shooting each other, i created....The robots from spongebob. Okay so maybe I am hopeless but its harder than it looks i promise. As I am writing this I can guarantee you that i am falling apart and have to frame of success for the future, But- I kid you not in this very moment i have completely forgotten that it is 2021 already i really need to rethink my life. Anyway, i feel that i lack in the skill that a lot of my classmates have for 3d modeling, some in the form of Clara.io As well. I am just genuinely hoping that because Our teacher has told us that we On Chromebooks are going to have to do twice as much work as those using 3DS max, that i do not fall too far behind. In knowledge in the very least. It is because of my lack of knowledge that this blog post will be very short. I apologize to my one reader but when you lack a life you lack a story. Though in this case i can only talk about my school life and it will equal up to about a half a page. If i was taling about my actual life it would equal up to like......A whole page. Shoot im just rambling on. Im very tired. Heres hoping i don't get called out on this blog post.